the fantastic world of mine

Holiday is about to get over

2009-04-29T07:21:00.001-07:00

The last day of my holiday is this only one day!!! OH NO!! I dont want to go to school!! Lots and Lots of tasks are waiting in the front!!! BAD DAYS ARE ABOUT TO COME!!!

unexpected

2009-04-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

At least my new Japanese class started, after being delayed about 3 months. There is another surprising story here. So, where from should I start?

OK, Im having a Japanese course at LBUI pamulang. Actually, Ive been coursing there since September and Im already done with a level. Due to the less people who want to join the next level class problem, LBUI decided to delay the next level class and I was told to wait for the class which's one level behind me. After about 3 months waiting, LBUI called me back and again asked me to join the next level class. I didnt refuse, but the day is now quite different. I used to have the class on Saturday but Im having it now on Monday and Wednesday at a half to seven P.M.

Yesterday was my new next level class there. At 6 P.M, after doing salat Maghrib, my father took me there. Because I havent paid the administration yet, so after arriving there I paid the administration first. While paying, Ive done a chat with the administrator, beside I was so bored at that time.
" how many student had signed up?" I asked.
" 7 had, but but only 2 have paid. One named Galuh." the administrator answered.

Galuh? A girl? Glad, one girl in my class.

" Oh, how about their age, is there anybody in the same age with me?" I asked again to make sure.
" Yes, named Z**** ( I actually forgot her name), she moved from LBUI Ciputat. Well, actually she's not in the same age with you, she was born at 1989." the administrator explained.
" Oh, I see. Who is the teacher then?" another question came out.

Now you have to get ready with the most shocking, speechless, indescribable answer ever!! Ha ha.

DEDEH SENSEI!!!!!!

"whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?? Dedeh Sensei? She is my school teacher!! No way! Dedeh Sensei? The one who teach at LBUI ciputat too?" I'd known before that dedeh sensei teaches at LBUI Ciputat from the other one administrator who used to be at the administration table every Saturday.
" Dedeh Sensei? The one who has long hair? The one whose home is at Villa Dago" I described.
" I dont know exactly, Im new here. I called her, she said she would come late because she has to go to the doctor first. She said she's ill." she said.

This made me more sure about the same dedeh sensei, because Dendeh Sensei told me before that she's ill. Oh no!!

" It seems like its the same Dedeh Sensei" I defenselessly told her.
" Really? Who knows if she is going to be the different one." she tried to calm me down.
" Yea, I hope so." I said.
" Wait, Ill call her again." she picked up the phone and dialed Dedeh Sensei again.
At the same time she asked a man keeper ( Idk how to call it), "where does Dedeh Sensei live at?"
"At Pamulang Dua." he answered

" Pamulang Dua" she murmured at me.

"Oh, so its not the same Dedeh Sensei." I felt relieved.
Glad me!
But I started to think, maybe It will be better to be taught by her rather than a new teacher. I wont have to introduce myself anymore if she is the same sensei.
But in the other hand, still, I hoped for a different one.

A few minutes after, people started to come to LBUI. Yes, they are students of my class.
And when I looked out the door, I saw somebody familiar. When I looked more intensely, I figured out who that person was. That person was GALUH, galuh from the same school of mine!!!! Galuh who liked Sara, my classmate!! So galuh whom the administrator was telling about wasnt a girl!!! Its a boy, and I knew him even though not personally!!!!!

By staying cool, I waited until 8 o'clock and finally the SENSEI came bringing her two little child.
GUEST WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES, she's DEDEH SENSEI my school teacher, whose hair is long, whose home at Villa Dago, and the one who's ill!!!!

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Finally the class started. Glad she did recognize me. It wasnt that bad having the same teacher I thought.
7 person gathered in my new class. It was quite interesting, but the class was more filled by Dedeh Sensei's twaddles as usual. haha. And still the same system of teaching used by her, yes it is THE MORE HOMEWORK YOU GIVE TO YOUR STUDENTS, THE MORE HAPPINESS YOU'LL GET! thats her theory. haha.

Well, thats my long long long (lol) another unexpected story for today. Hope there is something that I could learn from this experience. And I also hope I wont get bored with Dedeh Sensei, because starting from now I'll meet her 3 times a week. Hope you wont either Dedeh Sensei.

YUI's New PV!!!!

2009-04-25T05:10:00.000-07:00

yay! Ive been waiting for this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At least YUI published her new single titled AGAIN!! OMG, Im so excited for this!!
After months taking a break from Music she'd finally released the new PV!
The song genre is seemingly rock, but still as usual she puts some 'YUI's taste' inside of the song.
And another thing that made me driving so excited about is this new single is featured as FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD 1st opening and animax is broadcasting it!
About the PV, in my opinion, she looks so cool as usual and there is something different Ive noticed about her. Its her hair. Her hair is longer. She looks more beautiful with that long hair. Although she looks great in the PV but the PV is more like 'YUI centered' which I dont really like about. I still like it though, but still not the best PV for me. But nice job YUI!
Oh yeah, one more thing. She wore a grey jacket. She oftenly wears a grey jacket and she looks cool in that. That have made me want to buy a grey jacket too. Does somebody have a suggestion where to buy a not expensive but high-quality jacket?

Competition Day

2009-04-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

A day before the competition day

One message received

From:08*******

Cha, we have to gather at school at 6 in the morning for the competition.

"Whaaaaaaaaaaaat? 6 in the morning? Really? What kind of competition will start that early?" said I to myself.
Me who wasnt yet sure about the time and worrying if my friend heard wrong information-asked my other friend.
" Bi (bianda is her name), is it true we have to come at 6 straight in the morning?" I sent a message.
" yes, its true and have to come on time. Dont come late!" She replayed

I hurriedly told my mother about this, and she said, " Dont worry, Your father will take you!" Glad me then.
This happened in the afternoon when I arrived home a day before the competition day.

At the night...
I woke up from my nice nap at a half to seven.
Ive told to myself, "This is the last day for you to work out about the Geo Science thingy. Yes, yes, I do realize that! Dont worry Ill study!"
Just for you to know, in the 2 weeks length after being told about the Geo Science competition, Ive never studied seriously! The intention did come somehow, but I cant afford to study! As I told you IM NOT INTERESTED IN THIS SUBJECT AT ALL!
Ok lets continue. After doing shalat Magrib, I went to my room, searched for my Geography book, opened it, and I started to read. I studied but unfortunately it didnt last long. After about 30 minutes reading, I heard a sound came along from somewhere. I knew that sound! yea! Its a sound of the computer being on!
"I want to play computer, yea I want to play" is the only word thought.
But I have to study, so I stuck still in front of my book.

1 minutes..2 minutes... 3 minutes...

"Ok Im done! I cant handle to stay here and read such a book that I couldnt understand" finally I give up. I ran and took a seat in front of the computer. BROWSING BROWSING AND BROWSING!!! Ive been like stuck by a glue and unconscious in front of the computer. haha.

1 hour..2hour..3hour..

I looked at the time, NINE O' CLOCK!
I was pale (no, Im not that over). Every person in my house went in their room to have their sleep.
OH NO!! I realized, I havent studied yet! What is going to happen with me by tomorrow?
Because everybody had slept, I also decided to have a sleep, but the problem is I havent studied.
While brushing my teeth, I suddenly remembered, my lil brother has an encyclopedia about earth, "aha,How if I just read that book, beside it ll be more interesting" I thought.
I went back to my room and read that book all along the night..

The next day morning...
Kraaaaaaaang!!!!!!
the alarm woke me.
I woke at a half to six! haha. I wont bargain away my sleep time just because I have to come at 6 o clock to school. However I made it on time to school. Im a super fast girl. haha
When I arrived there at school, only several students had gathered. Even teachers havent come!
I wasnt surprised about this, Indonesian are like that. They never respect the time. (No, no, Im not included there, well at least I think Im not. Or am I?. Well lets stop questioning. Just pretend like Im the good part of one. LOL.)
I waited until 7 o clock, and on that time as well finally we departed. yea, 1 hour waiting turned my mood on. It even became worse when I knew we'll use an ANGKOT to reach the competition place. Well its much better than if we have to ride a DELMAN or BECAK or even by feet.

Finally, about 9 o'clock we all arrived at the place. Its in SMAN 1 CIKUPA. The place was sooooooooooooooo not proper and........and I cant tell how worse it was.
Well lets just jump to the Competition Started part.
I entered the class of the Geo Science one. Pakde was in front of me, and Bianda was behind me. At about 9 the proctor distributed the Geo Science paper of questions. After about 1 minutes distributing the paper, the bell rang- signed the competition had started.

I opened the paper, looked at the question, and read it.
number 1........
"umm I not quite sure about the answer, lets go to number two."
number 2........
"I think Ive read about this but Im not sure"
number 3.......
"Well, does my book explain about this?"
number 4........
"have no idea"

and it happened continuously until the number100. The answers Ive known about even didnt reach a half of them. IMAGINE! IMAGINE, how crazy I was that time!!!!
At the end there were about 9 questions unsolved by me, and I let those number blanked because of the deducting system. So, if I answer it wrongly, then my score will be deducted 1/2.

Finally, the time ran out and finally Its over. Im done with my job here. FINALLY!
When I leaved the class with Bianda, I asked her weather or not she could answer the questions. She defencelessly said, " Only several of them." Now, lets see how Pakde reacted when he was asked the same question. "Its easy" he said. No wonder, he is an expert in that.

After the very tiring long journey (lol) we finally went back school. Its better on that time because I didnt use angkot anymore. I used the school car which has air conditioners.

It was so so and so tiring. Really! But Im happy with it. Ive got another "GREAT" experience in my life. haha.

The annoucement about the winner havent came out yet. However I still hope I'll win, eventhough its seemingly impossible. haha.

NHK

2009-04-09T19:50:00.000-07:00

hey ya!
how's your days? Mine is getting fine recently.
Oh, yea. Let me tell you my favorite TV channel ever. Yea, I know you knew it. Its NHK!!!! haha. For people who subscribe 'home cable TV' might know this channel, but its easy to see only a small part of people love this channel. I bet you will have no interest in watching this channel except if you are a Japan Freak person. Even me who is categorized in a japan freak one, turn a half crazy every time watching it. Then how come I love this channel?
Factually, Its a will for every Japan freaks to have one of Japan's channel in their own TV. They, well at least me, dont care much about the difficulty in understanding the language because of considering that as a learning, and believe me I enjoy it.
Beside that, possibility in finding our favorite Japan singer/band in that channel is bigger. See, NHK has several Music Shows which is another reason why I love NHK so much. In Wednesday, NHK has WEDNESDAY JPOP. Every week different singer performs in this show. The program is for about 50 minutes. But it doesnt mean the show is all about watching the singer singing. The show also tapes New Singles released in the week, Live performances, singer documentaries, and the week hit chart. I really enjoy watching it, especially if my favorite singers perform there.

In the same day Top Runner also takes place in NHK's broadcasting schedule. But this programme is more about interviewing the musician and previewing the musician Biography. In the middle of the show, still, the musician performance is included. Well, let me tell you my little experience about this programme. Almost everyday, I preview the schedule of NHK to make sure weather or not it will broadcast its Music Shows and every time previewing it on Wednesday I do see Top Runner. But Ive just figured out that the programme is a Music Show like a few weeks ago. haha. I thought it was a sport kind alike programme because of the name. And you know what, lots and lots of my favorite singer performed there, even YUI performed there and I didn't know about that!!!!!!!!!!! arghhh!!!!!!! Just for your information, its only YUI whom I haven't watched yet LIVE on TV!

On Saturday, Music Japan and J-Mello is on the list. Music Japan shows singers live performance from their latest single. I love this programme so much. I watched my first time waT performance in this show. \(*^___^*)/. Beside, the MC is very cute.

About J-Mello, well I rarely watch this programme. This show introduces Japan Musics in English. Finally, yea, a Music Programme in English. It shows Japan's latest singles Music Videos. Also in this programme, emails from peoples around the world are read.

On Sunday, Shonen Club is there. Its all about Johnny's Entertainment boys. I dont like this programme much. Im full about Johnny's and that's too much enough. You now what, all Johnny's boys act like they are the most handsome boy in the world.(Sorry, for Johnny's fans)

Ok and now get ready, this my most favorite Music Show of all. Its KOUHAKU UTA GASSEN. Its an annual music show. Last year was the 59th. Even Japanese love this show much. You can watch all popular singers perform there and that is the best thing for me. The show brings you to the end of the year. Yea the show ends in middle night. WaT always performs here. Well, let me tell you how the Show really works. Women and men singers are separated into 2 teams, white and red. Both group must compete to decide a group which deserves to come out as the winner. At the end of the show audiences decide the winner by voting. In this show history, men as the white team dominate as the winner.

Now, you can see why I love NHK much!

another concert

2009-04-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

2009.04.03

小池徹平ソロコンサートツアーチケット先行販売のお知らせ

小池徹平 SOLO CONCERT TOUR 2009“1人でもやってますねん”のチケットをWaTメンバーズサイトにて特別先行販売を実施します。

日時や詳細はこちらをご覧下さい。

*) grabbed from watfc.com

translation:

Koike Teppei's Solo concert tour tickets selling notification

Koike Teppei's SOLO CONCERT TOUR 2009 "Hitori demo yattemasu nen" tickets are going to be sell specially to the members of wat's site.

Please check the detail date and time here.

nanananananaaa!! another tour? you've been kidding me?
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!! Im about to miss this one again. hh. Its teppei's one? without eiji? OMG!

Im glad for him to have such of Solo Concert but...

I wouldnt watch it!!!!!!!!!

How could I watch it, its impossible.

If I did have jobs, I would spend whole of my money to watch it!

Poor me..

Ive checked the ticket price and its ￥5,500, Its about 550000 in rupiahs.-___-

Its not that expensive for a concert, is it? I wouldnt watch it anyway.

is this what called different?

2009-04-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

hey ya!
its been tough these days. huh!
Alright Im going to tell about the most shocking, unusual, undeniable thing happened in my life. haha. (no, Im just getting to over in expressing it)
Well it started on the shiny bright delightful Monday morning in the economics class. I was so not in the mood that day. I was not at all hearing even a glance of my teacher's beautiful melodious voice. Until a time when somebody knocked on the wooden door of my class and gave a piece of paper to my teacher. I was hoping that piece of paper could make her leave the class for a reason. Unfortunately, not. Even it was worse! She gradually read the text in that piece of paper and guest what? I bet you wont believe! OMG! OK lets just face it together.
" for Alutsyah... ( I was ok with that firstly but..)
and for Aqiela..." ( I was getting bad about hearing my name mentioned)"
You both at the break time, go to the TRC* for the preparation in order to face the GEO SCIENCE OLYMPIAD!!!!!!
What a what what was that! I mean Im even not an expert on that! Im not interested in that subject either. IMAGINE!! IMAGINE!!

This reminds me on a lyric of WaT's song

"When I was a children, I wondered what kind of adult I would become but the reflection in the window now is a little different."

I was hoping to be like in that lyric, but I wasnt hoping to be different in this kind of way!
This is to much different and wrong! I know participating in a geoscience competition doesnt mean that you have to become a geo scientist in the future but this is not the different way what I was hoping to be alike.
However, it happened. I still have to participate at that competition. No words back for this. I hope I could win, at least I'd get a certificate. I must do my best on the competition day at April 15th! Wish me luck for this!

*) TRC: I forgot. -__-

Dear my imagination world

2009-03-17T00:36:00.000-07:00

I was a child who was living in a free
Everyday I'd spent peacefully
Jumping here jumping there, doing this and that
Parents used to get mad to me
I never taken it seriously
I was living in my own imagination world

Everyday I played in there
I was happy
with no doubt, I lived

I don't know particularly, somehow things changed suddenly
I turned, my brain had been dirtied by the new wind
Even I didn't recognize who I was
Ive been feeling like a stranger from nowhere

Cheerful daily life had disappeared
No more imagination went along with
I woke up
and I realized my imagination world was no longer existed

After years we've spent our life together
With no reasons imagination world faded away
Said no permission to leave
Ive been loosing the most precious thing

Im scared, Im afraid
This new world is weird
I cant get use to it
Dont you know that "imagination world"?

Im living in the different kind of world
With no certainty filled

hey, Imagination world
Im crying
Can you hear it?
Im suffering
Do you even care?

Dear, imagination world
Where actually are you?
Are you living in happiness?

dear, imagination world
Can you please one day come back to me?
Promise me youll never leave me no more

Lets live in the future!

dream syndrome!

2009-03-14T19:19:00.000-07:00

hey ya!
hh.. another dream syndrome!
No, no, Im not sure weather Im able to make it true. -__-
This feeling is kinda hard to explain.

Anyway, Ive went to youtube japan, and searched for new vids of waT. Ive found one part of waT's live tour 2008 which Ive never watched before. Yea, its the part of Yume no Tochuu's. waaaaa!

It drives me crazier!!!!!!!!!! kyaaaaaaaaa...*(-__-)*

The song, the meaning of the song!! arghhhh! made me bursted tears again!
Yea yea yea yea whatever...
aaaaarrrrrrghhhhhhh!

ok, and teppei as usual he looked great!
and waT seemed to be well prepared there.
Love you waT

Inspiration 3

2009-03-09T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hey ya! Another inspiration of mine is about to make you bored. haha. But I promise you this is the last one of my inspiration. Its now not a person anymore. Its a song. yea a song! Well again I have to say that Its a Japanese one, but Ill post the translation of the song so you'll be able to understand the words. And here it is. Check it out!

Greetings,
You who are reading this, where are you and what are you doing now?

I’m 15 and there’s something worrying me
That I can’t talk to anyone about

But if I address a letter to my future self
Then I know I’ll be able to speak my mind

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
My one and only heart has broken into pieces time and time again
And I’m living through painful times now
I’m living in the present

Greetings,
Thank you, I have something to tell your 15 year old self

If you keep asking yourself why and where you should go
The answer will become clear

The seas of adolescence can be rough
But keep sailing the boat that is your dream towards tomorrow’s shore

Don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward
Even an adult like me gets hurt and has sleepless nights
But I’m living in the bittersweet present

Everything in life has meaning
So don’t be afraid and follow your dream
Keep on believing

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
Ah, don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward

No matter what stage of your life you’re in
You can’t get by without going through sadness
Show me a smile, let’s live in the present
Let’s live in the present

Greetings,
I pray that you who are reading this
Will be happy

_angela aki-juugo kimi no tegami e~_

Yea angela aki is the singer and the song title is juugo kimi no tegami e. In English it means a letter for your 15. Since Iam now living in my 15, and I am searching for my dreams, I guest this is the most song that fits to my situation right now. haha. Im not in a mood in writing right now, thats why Im not going to write a lot for this time. haha.

Inspiration 2

2009-03-08T05:14:00.000-07:00

Hey ya! Back about my inspiration. Still, my another inspiration came from J-pop world. In number two, YUI placed it. YUI another singer from Fukuoka, but she is not in a duo. She is a solo singer. In my opinion, she is a very brave person for a girl. You have to know that she had taken a decision to go to school no more. It actually started when her mother found out that she's good in writing poems. From that, her mother decided to move YUI into a music institution. At the year of her 18, she decided to go to Tokyo all along by herself. She went there by train. Imagine fukuoka-Tokyo!! By her own self only for her dreams. What a brave decision that was!! If I were her, I would not go alone. But, all of her sacrifice resulted satisfaction. Now, she happened to become the most booming Solo Singer in Japan. She even had done a Solo concert in BUDOKAN! Budokan is a place where only Big Stars can perform there. Cool right. YUI is a very charismathic person. No wonder why she has became such a big star like how she is now. She is a very good singer and song writer, and also she is sooooo beautiful which envy me so much!(>___<).

Inspiration 1

2009-03-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

hey ya! as I told you before that my dreams are all about JAPAN because japan gave me such of inspiration, and now Im going to tell you what kind of inspiration those are. Well lets start with the most inspiration of mine. It is WaT!!!!! For you who are a fan of Jpop might had heard about waT before. Yea, waT is a duo which consists of Wentz Eiji and Teppei Koike. Eiji came from Tokyo, meanwhile Teppei came from Osaka. They started their carrier since 2002. They used to sing at the road in Tokyo. Firstly they were ignored by people who were passing by every time they sing their songs. But they didnt give up! They kept singing and singing no matter what situation they are in at that time. What they only know about is they have to keep singing in order to make their dreams to come true and also to entertain people as well. As time goes by, still they were not able yet to interest people. Until the time when teppei had an idea to make their own song which lyrics is about their journey. Teppei is the most one who believes that 'we're going to make it as long as we dont give up!' And the result is the song even had made a girl bursted tears!!! Yea, the song was very touching, I feel like wanting to cry every time I hear that song. At 2004 theyve made their indie single. It was titled Sotsugyou time which means Graduation time. Since that theyve begun to have more and more fans, especially girls. And also for teppei he was offered to play in dramas. At 2005 finally theyve made their first debut, its titled Boku no Kimochi which meaning is My feelings. In that debut, Teppei cried while singing (cute >__<) . The single had succeed!! It reached the number 2 position of the Oricon chart. WOW~ cool, isnt it? Until now they are still exist. Not only in music's world but also in acting too. Now, You can see why theyve been my inspiration. They kept working hard until the end, for their dreams!! That made me believe in myself that Im also going to be able to make my dreams true. There is no more giving up word for me! Yea, I believe now in teppei words 'we're going to make it as long as we dont give up!'. Yap, no giving up now! Any dreams could be true!!!!!!

introduction

2009-03-06T06:39:00.000-08:00

hey ya.
This is my first writing and umm Im not sure weather or not this is my first blog. haha. well lets just consider this as my first blog ever made!!!
well, where and with what should I start with? Lets just start with my biography first.
My life, the first day of my life started when my mother was about to deliver me to the earth which is a place where organism struggles to live. It was at 22nd of September 1993 at that time. I havent got any identity at that time, until the time when the doctor announced that I am a girl. wow I am a girl!! haha. And then, I was given a sort of name, by who was it? I dont really actually know. It seems like given by my father. It was a name. My name is AQIELA RAISSA SYAHRIAR. yeah, from the name we could see (or probably not) that my name was taken by Arabian name, except for the Syahriar. yea because it is my father's last name.
Its been a while time until now And Iam 15! Until now I have been grown up into a kinda undescribeable person ever liven! (haha ^^) Well you have to now that my 15 had sent me to another point of view of earth where Im living now. You know, I even have my own world that I use to call as my fantastic world. haha. yea, I am sort an imaginative person. But that doenst mean that Im struggling autism. haha no!!! I am normal, or I might not? ( nooooooooo! Im normal!!!) am I? yea Im normal, certainly normal. well at least I hope I am. ( hope? so ur not sure that youre normal?) well, lets just dont talk about this, its not necessary. I am normal!!
back to my fantastic world. There, in there contained all of my dreams ever thought. haha. yea Im putting my dreams in a kind of way and arranging it in my fantastic world. haha. Its hard to explain. Even if I explain it, people might think that Im crazy. ( or people had already)O___0.
No, mo. Its just as an escape from dreams that accidentally appeared and suddenly given motivation for me to make it real but also given charge for me every time when I think that Im not capable to make it true because you have to know that I want my dream so bad. -___- For you to know, my dreams are just all about JAPAN. Why? well Japan gave me such of a lot of inspiration.
well, lets dont take this so serious. haha. I guest thats all of my introduction for this time.
Lets continue this writing in another post.