Dear my imagination world

I was a child who was living in a free
Everyday I'd spent peacefully
Jumping here jumping there, doing this and that
Parents used to get mad to me
I never taken it seriously
I was living in my own imagination world

Everyday I played in there
I was happy
with no doubt, I lived

I don't know particularly, somehow things changed suddenly
I turned, my brain had been dirtied by the new wind
Even I didn't recognize who I was
Ive been feeling like a stranger from nowhere

Cheerful daily life had disappeared
No more imagination went along with
I woke up
and I realized my imagination world was no longer existed

After years we've spent our life together
With no reasons imagination world faded away
Said no permission to leave
Ive been loosing the most precious thing

Im scared, Im afraid
This new world is weird
I cant get use to it
Dont you know that "imagination world"?

Im living in the different kind of world
With no certainty filled

hey, Imagination world
Im crying
Can you hear it?
Im suffering
Do you even care?

Dear, imagination world
Where actually are you?
Are you living in happiness?

dear, imagination world
Can you please one day come back to me?
Promise me youll never leave me no more

Lets live in the future!

dream syndrome!

hey ya!
hh.. another dream syndrome!
No, no, Im not sure weather Im able to make it true. -__-
This feeling is kinda hard to explain.

Anyway, Ive went to youtube japan, and searched for new vids of waT. Ive found one part of waT's live tour 2008 which Ive never watched before. Yea, its the part of Yume no Tochuu's. waaaaa!

It drives me crazier!!!!!!!!!! kyaaaaaaaaa...*(-__-)*

The song, the meaning of the song!! arghhhh! made me bursted tears again!
Yea yea yea yea whatever...
aaaaarrrrrrghhhhhhh!


ok, and teppei as usual he looked great!
and waT seemed to be well prepared there.
Love you waT

Inspiration 3

Hey ya! Another inspiration of mine is about to make you bored. haha. But I promise you this is the last one of my inspiration. Its now not a person anymore. Its a song. yea a song! Well again I have to say that Its a Japanese one, but Ill post the translation of the song so you'll be able to understand the words. And here it is. Check it out!

Greetings,
You who are reading this, where are you and what are you doing now?

I’m 15 and there’s something worrying me
That I can’t talk to anyone about

But if I address a letter to my future self
Then I know I’ll be able to speak my mind

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
My one and only heart has broken into pieces time and time again
And I’m living through painful times now
I’m living in the present

Greetings,
Thank you, I have something to tell your 15 year old self

If you keep asking yourself why and where you should go
The answer will become clear

The seas of adolescence can be rough
But keep sailing the boat that is your dream towards tomorrow’s shore

Don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward
Even an adult like me gets hurt and has sleepless nights
But I’m living in the bittersweet present

Everything in life has meaning
So don’t be afraid and follow your dream
Keep on believing

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
Ah, don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward

No matter what stage of your life you’re in
You can’t get by without going through sadness
Show me a smile, let’s live in the present
Let’s live in the present

Greetings,
I pray that you who are reading this
Will be happy


_angela aki-juugo kimi no tegami e~_


Yea angela aki is the singer and the song title is juugo kimi no tegami e. In English it means a letter for your 15. Since Iam now living in my 15, and I am searching for my dreams, I guest this is the most song that fits to my situation right now. haha. Im not in a mood in writing right now, thats why Im not going to write a lot for this time. haha.

Inspiration 2

Hey ya! Back about my inspiration. Still, my another inspiration came from J-pop world. In number two, YUI placed it. YUI another singer from Fukuoka, but she is not in a duo. She is a solo singer. In my opinion, she is a very brave person for a girl. You have to know that she had taken a decision to go to school no more. It actually started when her mother found out that she's good in writing poems. From that, her mother decided to move YUI into a music institution. At the year of her 18, she decided to go to Tokyo all along by herself. She went there by train. Imagine fukuoka-Tokyo!! By her own self only for her dreams. What a brave decision that was!! If I were her, I would not go alone. But, all of her sacrifice resulted satisfaction. Now, she happened to become the most booming Solo Singer in Japan. She even had done a Solo concert in BUDOKAN! Budokan is a place where only Big Stars can perform there. Cool right. YUI is a very charismathic person. No wonder why she has became such a big star like how she is now. She is a very good singer and song writer, and also she is sooooo beautiful which envy me so much!(>___<).

Inspiration 1

hey ya! as I told you before that my dreams are all about JAPAN because japan gave me such of inspiration, and now Im going to tell you what kind of inspiration those are. Well lets start with the most inspiration of mine. It is WaT!!!!! For you who are a fan of Jpop might had heard about waT before. Yea, waT is a duo which consists of Wentz Eiji and Teppei Koike. Eiji came from Tokyo, meanwhile Teppei came from Osaka. They started their carrier since 2002. They used to sing at the road in Tokyo. Firstly they were ignored by people who were passing by every time they sing their songs. But they didnt give up! They kept singing and singing no matter what situation they are in at that time. What they only know about is they have to keep singing in order to make their dreams to come true and also to entertain people as well. As time goes by, still they were not able yet to interest people. Until the time when teppei had an idea to make their own song which lyrics is about their journey. Teppei is the most one who believes that 'we're going to make it as long as we dont give up!' And the result is the song even had made a girl bursted tears!!! Yea, the song was very touching, I feel like wanting to cry every time I hear that song. At 2004 theyve made their indie single. It was titled Sotsugyou time which means Graduation time. Since that theyve begun to have more and more fans, especially girls. And also for teppei he was offered to play in dramas. At 2005 finally theyve made their first debut, its titled Boku no Kimochi which meaning is My feelings. In that debut, Teppei cried while singing (cute >__<) . The single had succeed!! It reached the number 2 position of the Oricon chart. WOW~ cool, isnt it? Until now they are still exist. Not only in music's world but also in acting too. Now, You can see why theyve been my inspiration. They kept working hard until the end, for their dreams!! That made me believe in myself that Im also going to be able to make my dreams true. There is no more giving up word for me! Yea, I believe now in teppei words 'we're going to make it as long as we dont give up!'. Yap, no giving up now! Any dreams could be true!!!!!!

introduction

hey ya.
This is my first writing and umm Im not sure weather or not this is my first blog. haha. well lets just consider this as my first blog ever made!!!
well, where and with what should I start with? Lets just start with my biography first.
My life, the first day of my life started when my mother was about to deliver me to the earth which is a place where organism struggles to live. It was at 22nd of September 1993 at that time. I havent got any identity at that time, until the time when the doctor announced that I am a girl. wow I am a girl!! haha. And then, I was given a sort of name, by who was it? I dont really actually know. It seems like given by my father. It was a name. My name is AQIELA RAISSA SYAHRIAR. yeah, from the name we could see (or probably not) that my name was taken by Arabian name, except for the Syahriar. yea because it is my father's last name.
Its been a while time until now And Iam 15! Until now I have been grown up into a kinda undescribeable person ever liven! (haha ^^) Well you have to now that my 15 had sent me to another point of view of earth where Im living now. You know, I even have my own world that I use to call as my fantastic world. haha. yea, I am sort an imaginative person. But that doenst mean that Im struggling autism. haha no!!! I am normal, or I might not? ( nooooooooo! Im normal!!!) am I? yea Im normal, certainly normal. well at least I hope I am. ( hope? so ur not sure that youre normal?) well, lets just dont talk about this, its not necessary. I am normal!!
back to my fantastic world. There, in there contained all of my dreams ever thought. haha. yea Im putting my dreams in a kind of way and arranging it in my fantastic world. haha. Its hard to explain. Even if I explain it, people might think that Im crazy. ( or people had already)O___0.
No, mo. Its just as an escape from dreams that accidentally appeared and suddenly given motivation for me to make it real but also given charge for me every time when I think that Im not capable to make it true because you have to know that I want my dream so bad. -___- For you to know, my dreams are just all about JAPAN. Why? well Japan gave me such of a lot of inspiration.
well, lets dont take this so serious. haha. I guest thats all of my introduction for this time.
Lets continue this writing in another post.